follow your heart
What a hectic day it will be?
“Well I thought we were so inlove so with my paycheque i bought you a promise ring, thats why i asked you to give me 600 from my saving and told you ineeded it for my mom, so you wouldnt get mad but i got a ring, and thats my dillemma i dont know what to do “
“well thats beautiful, but i know jewlery you can return”
“its only within 30 days”
“well theres no harm in trying, its only been a week after the 30 days”
“i already did they said they would buy it back fro half price so i would lose 400”
“well i dont know why you would wait to return it knowing how we’ve been and it was only last week, and you go a week after”
“well last week things werent like this”
“yes they were”
“well i thought they’d get better but its clear they arent”
“ill give it to you still, there just wont be a promise behind the ring”
“or no ill keep it for when we get back together”
“do with it it what you wish IF we get back, or find another girl to give it to”
“it happened for the better, even if you dont see it now, because i know youre hurt buut you will”
“No you didnt give me a fucking choice, you made all the decisions”
WHAT A MORNING
Sometimes people need to understand that feeelings change because your life goals do, you look into your future and you dont see that person there. You can ask me the breaking point, the same way he did and i wouldnt be able to tell you. ive never experienced it before, its all new to me. i didnt ask to feel this way, or to hurt you. You need to have your own back the way no one else can..
No i didnt makde all the decisions, i made a decision for me. It takes two to make a relationship work, and i did what was right for me, and im sorry it hurts and im sorry thats life.
im not bad i never asked to feel this way, but i have to stay true tomyself…
0.25 karrots with saphire on a white gold band, will not bring me back…
Theres just someting in life that wasnt right, and in the story i look like the bad guy, when in relaity everyones heads are just so dense and you cant be in something when your heart just cries against it. I’m not one that needs a bf I was never boy crazy, i like to be independant and do me, and if i dont see it working out in the long(er) run then i need to do whats best instead of pulling wool over both of our eyes.
Hard to explain, the internet will never do it justice, you may chose to ask for details.